dear mom, i think I’m ok at least with the way things been lately
katie almost had a baby, we see dragonflies now like crazy

the only thing real at times is the words on this paid plan
NSA can find me i don’t mind i’ll be a made man

tooth and nail skin and bone gone break all around me
a mind without boundaries is what i aim to achieve, undoubtedly

i know it’s more than just inhaling trees - no need to preach
i know that happiness is perceived as intangible, but i don’t believe

yet exhaling out my mandible at rhythms ya’ll can't handle
the real that is this life got more than bills and sex scandals

ive blown out too many candles
in the dark still loading ammo / one day i’ll get my beats on every fuckin channel

they more conceded with what celebrities write on they social posts
I’m saddened but i aint alone / so I’m not ready to come home

i gotta find out what it’s like to not be on my own
i’d rather do with my life things that help me grow

and learn, and give back to others who need it more than me
growing the idea of love is so needed for community

all I’m seeing is the struggle all I’m living is the struggle
all i know right now is pussy money weed and the hustle

my mentors aren’t anyone that i would place above you
they just had a different way of solving certain puzzles

2 tattoos for you just to show you i love you
music bring you to me /studio or a venue

anything on the menu, for my family and friends
but all these impostors hiding is there no fuckin end?

i mend i burn the bridge always over water
learned my lesson once from an outlaws daughter

yeah i got a problem wanting what i don’t have
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return this letter to sender
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or i’ll never get better -

i heard an urban legend that if you write to the dead
that it opens a door to to other side with no intent
on closing I’m hoping it’ll pull me / pull me in
cuz imma write till i bleed out the story within
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