i just wanna say something without everybody quickly judging me
when someone dies in peace i tend to think they lucky
in fact i salute they ass as they float away above me
they done experiencing a world with such a lack of loving
but always fucking, like we marathoning for our future breeds
generations learning from a matrix of media and retina screens
over hygenic, sexually extreme high school teens with fears
that magnify and complicate every path to reach they dreams, it appears
that my first thought about judgement came too soon, i digress
im not phased by the sadness of death worn daily on my chest
for you to forget this truth will down from friend to guest
but believe what you will, all i know is we are all blessed
i dont preach and i don’t ask i just tend to think freely
i try to laugh, and try to pass on being angry
shit still happens, we work through it, my girls so on top of it
but this shit aint about her now back to the topic of

first and for most , let me be honest
x4
(not gonna lie you got me feeling self conscience)
but imma be alright by the verse i promise
wanted this all my life - trust me I got it
not gonna lie...

i survived plenty and i know i’ve still got far to go
the hell i been through starts to sweat out in my shows
jedi knight skills i wield the force of the aggressive flow
had to concentrate it somewhere i was legit about to explode
i’d gone off plenty times at my girl and she took it
i apologized and got to it. she knew we’d both been through it
and thats what 75% of you kids will never realize
not to waste your time if they aint got that pain in they eyes
maturity aint arriving just cause you’re finally older
its when you have the respect cry on another mans shoulder
its when your skin tough enough to stand bare when it get colder
its when ya knuckles ache from removing one too many molars
i can re-apolster this perspective all night long
but whats important are your feelings molding a holster to this song
sure you can hear but to hold you gotta stand tall if it belongs
in or around your heart - thats where this started all along

first and for most , let me be honest
x4
(not gonna lie you got me feeling self conscience)
but imma be alright by the verse i promise
wanted this all my life - trust me I got it
not gonna lie...